Like like

I really like…like him. But it would never work. Are parents are far too close and he is far too shy. I dont know why he wont just ask me out.  Maybe its because I cant date….. ughhh the life of a christian teen. You must maintain your modesty at all times. Never give away the milk before he buys the cow. Ughhh so many rules … some days j just want to be normal … I want him to ask me out like a “normal” guy … I want him to ask me out to prom even though we have never have been on a date … maybe km delusional … maybe he doesnt like me at all

Lies

Why did I have to go and lie. I am not even a liar. It’s just that this time they seemed to flow out of my mouth before i could filter them. I am sorry. I’m not even good at it I get caught every time. Why did she have to SNITCH on me. What made her think that would help anything. After all the lies I kept for her she couldn’t keep one. ONE. i am done with her. I don’t even care that she is my sister. She should have kept quiet. NOW I WILL !!!